It's currently 3:57 am and I am up too late packing. I am running on both cylinders with no sleep and trying to get stuff done, so bear with me if this doesn't make sense or something.
I am about to pack up my computer and put it in the car to leave for my new hometown on Sunday morning. So if you decide to comment, know that it will be a day or so before I can get to it because my poor little desktop will be in pieces. (And please pray that it will work when I get it to my new home because he's 7 years old now.)
So this would make this my last post from the great state of Alabama. Another last for me right now.
Today was my last day of work at the hotel and everything that came with it made me kind of sad.
I have been there for a little over two and a half years. I have watched so many people come and go and today it was my turn. And it was hard.
I arrived to see this waiting for me..
The afternoon was followed by a bunch of very nice goodbye wishes and hugs. I am one of those people that try to avoid being the center of attention, so it was a weird day for me. It was harder to say goodbye to some of these people than I thought.
My boss is one of my favorite people in the world and it was just awful to say farewell to her. She even called later in the night to tell me again that she would miss me, which almost made me lose it. (Her best friend lives in Charlotte, so I will probably see her when she comes to visit him.. but still..) There were several other coworkers that I am going to miss a lot.
It was just a day filled with final things. The last time I clock in.. answer the phone.. leave the hotel as an employee.. all kinds of things. I really thought about that and it was kinda sad.
It hit me that I am leaving a world in which I am totally comfortable and jumping into the unknown. I know that I will love my new city, job and friends there, but it really hit me today that I am leaving my safety net behind.
It is most likely the weirdness that hits you in those transition points that is making me think about these things. I know that the move will be great and is exactly what I need, but it is still kinda scary. Okay.. very scary.
I will get through it and come out on top. I know this.
I always think about a line from one of my favorite songs when I am about to transition to a new part of my life.
Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end.
So...
Here we go.
Ready or not.
That new beginning is now.
Stay tuned...